February 2012
4 posts
2 years
Don’t allow your wounds to transform you into someone you are not.
– Paulo Coelho (via elige)
you are exactly where you are meant to be at this...
Drink and savor the moment.
Enjoy life for what it is.
Don’t look on the other side
Grass is just grass no matter how green
January 2012
12 posts
My heart is aching for someone I don’t even have yet. Hormones or not. Moody or not. Lonely is lonely when you’re too ready to share your whole heart with someone. It’s just like an itch you can’t ever reach.
Just late night thoughts… Note to self: Don’t listen to Adele at this time.
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I tried to treat you gently, I said I’d always be your friend, but now your hands are empty, you don’t know to letter send. So with the sweetest sorrow let me spell it out for you. You and I are past our dancing days.
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Keep pushing me away
Keep telling yourself you’re in charge, that everything’ll be alright.
Please.
...
paitravb:
How do I face him tomorrow? Over text I can hide everything, or just refuse to answer. How does one do this in person?
Kick him in the balls and yell “you know why!” then run away
ventisette:
The problem is that I care. And I like to pretend that I don’t. I think I want to seem like I’m better than that, but I’m really not. I care about you and I care about what you think and I care about if you care. I can’t say that I am above other’s opinions and all that. I can’t say that I am better than that. Because I care. I really, really do.
2011
Well it’s the last day of this year, it’s hard to even know where to begin on reflecting on the past 364 days. But I think more than anything 2011 you were a year of growth, a year of learning, there was no limits to either side of the spectrum. Partied like never before, met a lot of people, made new friends, reunited with the old, worked to the bone, there were some hard times, some...
December 2011
19 posts
ventisette:
How could words ever really be enough? How can we ever hope to capture our light and our darkness and transform it into letters arranged by syntax? Your experiences are more important than the words that summarize them. Don’t ever let yourself be limited by language when you know something to be so much more.
Set Fire to the Rain
30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself →
No matter what they wish for, no matter how far they go, people can never be...
– Haruki Murakami, Blind Willow Sleeping Woman (Birthday Girl)
I had to learn what i got, what i’m not and who i am.
We got a lot to learn, and we’re worth it.
I won’t give up.
Jason Mraz
November 2011
3 posts
ventisette:
When you write your words become your defence. Your way of coping. Your way of understanding what is going on in the world and your way of expressing what is going on inside. But then somedays words fail and you are left vulnerable. Caught in the tangles of the weavings of your mind. Drowning in the confusion of the world whirling around you in incomprehensible manners. Overwhelmed...
TwntySvn: Quiet words left stuck on the tongue.... →
ventisette:
Quiet words left stuck on the tongue. Thoughts and feelings and secrets. They live in your heart in a graveyard of things almost-said, sent there by cancelled text messages, held in breaths and missed opportunities. We so often choose not, choose no, choose later, eventually never. Waiting for…
TwntySvn: inespresse →
ventisette:
Because the longer you don’t say something the greater it becomes. Growing in size daily and morphing into a terrible burden upon your heart and mind. It begins to weigh on everything else you do say and laces itself in your conversations, a silent murmur that lies beneath the audible, only…
August 2011
2 posts
sometimes i feel like life and everything that exists is just a cycle of pressure
rising and falling exploding and fading gradually
you cant make a heart beat without a little pressure
theres something to think about eh
just because you havent heard from me in a while
no pressure,
L
July 2011
1 post
May 2011
11 posts
Silence is golden;
bricks of gold hurt just the same.
truth. →
I Have 5 Fingers For One Reason
My little finger to make promises to my best friends.
My ring finger for someone special when the time is right.
My middle finger is to those who are jealous of me.
My index finger to silence those who speak ill of me.
My thumb to show the rest of the world I’ll be fine.
Prosperity makes friends, adversity tries them. –...
I don't know what hurts more ... Knowing that...